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also follow me on IG @ ladygrinniingsoul, i just started posting again
valentines day is just A Day but i had all these plans for this year and im so used to having someone to spend it with and now im 2500 miles from home and i wanna curl up in my bed and watch movies with my parents and i am so isolated and sad
i hate that i have to be sad to churn out good stuff
i go to the groups and i sit in the circles and try to describe the creature that is devouring me but the medications don't help and the tears don't help and the sleeping doesn't help and every time i leave my house every person i meet knows that i have worn these clothes for four days straight and i haven't eaten in days and i can't conceal the circles under my eyes or the way tears make my eyelashes stick together. every stranger that passes me on the sidewalk or sees me through the bus window knows that she left me and that she is happy and that she is out of town to see her new girlfriend and that i drink too much and that i am dying and that therapy does not help and work does not help and i can not be helped.

so they pass me by. and i pass them by. and the world passes me by. and i am anchored to the same spot.
i want to go-
to the store. to the library. to the park.
i want to go
but her ghost lives in my shadow,
drags me back to bed
back under the covers
and smothers me in my sleep
first of all, happy holidays! 

college has been a whirlwind of forensics tournaments and long costume shop hours and studying and wild, unbelievable wonderful things since day one! being home on winter break is really hard for me, as much as i missed my family, i suffer from separation anxiety disorder and being away from my girlfriend after living with her for five months is tearing me apart. i've been crocheting a lot to try to cope- so far, i've turned out two pairs of socks, a scarf, and two pairs of mittens.

we had a bit of trouble paying my tuition but a christmas miracle came through and it's all paid. the worry is off our shoulders and i have a steady job both at school and back here in my hometown for summer/winter break so i can continue to save for an apartment for me n my lady so we can go right from college to a cozy apartment. im trying so hard to carve out a good life for us and give my gal a better life than i've had so far.

how have you guys been? 

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teeney
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United States
i've been down with a broken heart since the day i learned to speak
the devil gave me a crooked start when he gave me crooked feet
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magnoliabirch Featured By Owner May 31, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
I love your icon! So cute! :heart:
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singagainsoon Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you :heart:
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folcs Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
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singagainsoon Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
YOOOOOOO
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folcs Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCcGHc…
i saw these guys yesterday it was amazing
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folcs Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
EY WHY DIDNT U MENTION THAT I FORGOT TO WATCH U
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singagainsoon Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
WHAT DO U MEAN I THOUGHT YOU WERE ??
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folcs Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I DID IT WHEN I NOTICED IT

ALSO SORRY FOR NOT MESSAGING I AM GOOD AT FORGETTING PEOPLE 
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singagainsoon Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
NO OMG IT'S TOTALLY OKAY I'M THE SAME WAY

I HAVE A TUMBLR IF THAT WOULD BE EASIER ????
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NoodleSoupUniverse Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014  Student Writer
Hey, it's Noodleosups :) I made a new account, and I thought that you'd want to know, I haven't been on here in forever! 
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