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hey - apologizing, other business
i take my job very seriously,
i take my life very seriously,
do not scribble your half-assed apology in blunt pencil
so you can erase it later when cruelty bites your neck in the deep of the night like the lover you left me for
do not think the careless damage you caused can be so easily rebuilt, hurricane girl
you razed my town and smashed its buildings- even the house where i grew up was broken
you passed through my quiet streets and left me to pick up the rubble with my bare and bleeding hands
you say i float through what's left of your dreams, the gentle ghost of christmases past-
i hope i haunt you until the last breath leaves your body
i will not be sorry
and I will not pretend that i am
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within and without
don't it always end like this
blue on blue on blues
hello, river
hello, wine
dear jazz band, sweep me into your arms and far away
lipstick smeared boozy brain,
blurry ride to west end avenue
hello, new york
don't it always end like this?
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trauma is the new trendy
you look g     r     e     a     t
they say, words dripping and pooling at my feet,
hungry eyes raking jutting hip bones
setting their envy on the shelf of my clavicle
and i smile and i smile and i smile through sewn-shut lips
i am crying for Help Me Please Oh My God but no one will let themselves hear me
i replay every shred of evidence like a washed-out surveillance tape,
devour clues that have been there all along for my breakfast-
filigree lies have become afternoon snacks, perfect and polished on silver trays
i am dying and i look great
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oh won't you just look at me
your disbelief picks up pitchforks,
arms you with guns,
gaping barrels pointed at my chest as i fall to friendly fire
dying breath spent, wasted
stuttered explanation falls on deaf ears, hard hearts
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the mess inside
dearest mom: 
they don't tell you how quiet it really is After, or how tempting it is to wander into the hotel pool and stare wide-eyed at the bottom. how easy it is to envision yourself as a corpse when the water is a warm embrace and the overpowering odor of chlorine is mucking up your better judgement. wrapped in a hotel-issued towel, you become a little ghost haunting the linen closet in cedar falls. they don't tell you that you'll pretend it was all a bad dream and that you did not spend hours hiding and crying and trying to make sense of the scrambled mess that was once your brain. and they definitely don't tell you that when you go to your annual family pool party six months later, it will all come rushing to you with the force of an oncoming semi. 
my friends wouldn't look me in the eye for days. they did everything they could not to engage in conversation or small talk or god forbid be alone with me for any extended period of tim
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try to leave no traces when you go
bury me in the folds of first-and-only-love
line my coffin with ribbons of photos soaked in rose-tinted nostalgia
poor strange, fleeting thing-
let distant memories be a fitting eulogy,
tombstone rooted deep in my crumbling hometown where no one will lay flowers at its stony feet
i left my heart in minnesota;
allowed its ashes to kiss lake superior and get swept up in the current
this death has come in waves
the sun can't reach me six feet underground
i have been cold, blue-lipped for months
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denial
we made makeshift constellations of the lights winking playfully on the skyline
st paul city star-substitutes
hello, uptown,
while she was slinking to our bed,
soft in careful thief-feet
and you gripped a knife behind your back,
fingers long and sharp and talons ready to pull my heart from my chest
but i wrapped myself in the cloak you wore,
in ignorance stinking freshly of new betrayal,
banishing the shape of the creature that was devouring me
from the inside out
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star-crossed
david bowie's mom was a narcissist. whether that makes me destined for greatness somehow, i don't know. maybe it links us, soul to soul, or something. since the tender age of four, the ethereal being on my television screen had become my imaginary friend. his voice floated through my stereo and settled in my brain and my wide eyes were burned forever with his image. i'd spent countless birthday wishes on the hope of getting to see him- a glimpse on the street, even, just to be sure that he was real. cd grasped in my chubby-child fingers, i'd sit on the rug and imagine him for hours, trying desperately to conjure him up. 
i wish the goblin king would take me away right now. i wish the goblin king would take me away right now-
he never came. 
my ex was- is a narcissist (but only after she dumped me). i was suddenly a child again, swaddled in unfathomable darkness that used to only come from turning out my night light. the world had morphed
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i'm coming for you, pretty patrick! by singagainsoon i'm coming for you, pretty patrick! :iconsingagainsoon:singagainsoon 4 0
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minneopa
vodka kisses stain my neck
and tighten like a noose
i like you better when you're sober
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november
love lock, lift bridge, beach glass
everything i love is an echo of the past
our ghosts kiss under the streetlamps,
haunt every street in both cities
old apartment becomes a cemetery
your fingers graze my face when i close my eyes
hazy yellow lazy-morning love taunting me
lips like rose petals, teeth like razors,
heart of ice pressed against my chest
my ribs crack every morning-
how can you hear it and let me break open like this?
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curse
when will these memories bleed out,
shutter-speed heart beat pounding in my ears
the creature that devoured me has crawled out through my ears and smeared greasy hands across my face
put me on the shelf-
first place trophy, first heart broken, first life ruined, first kiss, first love, first sex-
first, let me finish
what a curse to love a selfish heart-
crawls into bed beside me to cry apologies abandoned by day's first light 
every kiss lingers on my skin
you burn me still,
these cracking bones a monument to the weight of love-had, love-loved, love-lost
oh my god 
just let me die
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i hope if i find the strength to walk out
i.
i will let grief wash me away-
it comes in waves and i am
helpless
it carries me back east with clammy hands;
this time i do not resist
ii.
shaking hands can't chart a map,
a shaking heart cannot undo damage done
the trees bend their leafy heads to kiss me,
wrap their gnarled hands around mine and lead me
away
iii.
my mind comes lose like a fraying rope,
too much weight, a sudden snap
my feet bid me farewell,
bid me step into traffic or off a bridge
but i lack the decision to follow
iv.
these chapping lips have said goodbye too many times
i left the guilt behind, tucked it softly into bed where you sleep beside her
my fingerprints remain stamped on your skin
just as the wound you caused will never close
adieu
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rest in pieces
how does it feel to have my heart on your hands?
here lies the best four years of your life
finish what you started, selfish heart-
pick up the shovel and bury me beneath the floorboards
the wind blows through my shadow
let me haunt you like you haunt me
cold bed, here lies love
i slip silently through the walls,
through the cracks,
through the days
this house is a cemetary
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virgin thoughts :iconalessiah:Alessiah 23 6
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hammocks, hikes, hands, hues (of you).
dreaming of hammocks
and hikes, hand-holding
and your hips pressed
against mine, 
i am dreaming.
i am dreaming.
dreams floating,
sleepwalking into
this domain
that is so strange
and so new,
but so you.
hold my hand
into the forest
where you are king,
where i am foreign.
lead us into this space,
and let us dream.
a quiet testimony
to lie awake
in this lucid place,
where we control this,
finally hold this.
a place where my
reveries are delighted
by your face.
my dreams have missed
this place. and they've
missed you.
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shaky vibrato
anxiety looms
while i am nude in my bed,
ruminations of you stuck
in my cagey head.
"what do you want me to be"
in a voice lilt instead--
i don't know about you,
but i think i wish i was dead.
a childhood cadence
falls back on mine,
how could i ask you back
in this strange of a time?
but you're the keep-coming-back-to
-kind-of-person i can't ignore,
the human i miss most,
when your form walked out the door.
but your silhouette always teased
around the frame,
if you listen closely, you can hear my pleas
around your name.
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rapture :iconphantomtigers:Phantomtigers 4 7
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weltschmerz
/eins/
i won't forget lips,
nor tears
nor everything else
that had You on my cheeks,
but i'll do my best.
(because love,
you're the howling in woods of lunacy)
/zwei/
i will forget your astrology talks,
how you explained my whole self
just through stargazer's midnights,
and the tiny fear in the eye
when you realized that i have a Pluto in the 12th house:
the best paintings are never painted,
and some words decompose better in saliva
than in brain.
/drei/
i won't forget
those endless lines of fruit of having a lot to say:
doubts and thoughts,
pseudonyms and asterisk-less cuss words:
because it was the only friend i needed,
and yet i never gave it chance
to start breathing.
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easter driving
and i’ve been thinking about the
final breath too much i’ve been
      (dreaming about it)
wondering how to google it without
throwing up red flags
i remember graffiti on a
billboard i saw last year—
      “humbled by the idea of death”
it said
i think about that too
crushing blow to the head i
marvel at the violent ones i
wonder just how long it takes i
ponder the pulsing blood i
push it out with my fingers i
wrap it up in neat bows i

crave it, lacing up my
arms with it

tight rows little red life
grows from it — i wondered about the
      pills yesterday — my phalanges crawl
      through my nails and over the counter
      return with bottles to swallow whole
i am branches made of glass
soaking up the sun and slicing through
 clouds, absorbing the sleet within and
  diluting the mind with it, godlike arsenic
   sliding along th
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callegrafia
they gave me paint for this reason—
plastic wires tangled with good luck charms in her pocket,
empty handed but for a sketchbook (one page
a tribute to van gogh's blue, the rest stained with gray)
the dusty jeans and tattered shoes
mark her as a
rebel, reveling in the un-knowledge of the flawless.
here's what it means to have scars:
crouched on an uneven platform, holding
half-recklessly to a metal gutter and
marking feathers on tarred dust
tal vez todos los artistas son
delincuentes / maybe all artists
are criminals &
maybe my meaning gets lost in translation
(but that's the point of being flawed)
from this low on the ground it
doesn't seem so new
where new is a synonym for what's left without you
no hables esas palabras / it's all third-person now
the second i saw _ _ _ i knew i had never escaped
there has to be some reason i love the sound of the word ayúdame
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nervous tick
i. i curse you some nights, kicking the soil around your grave and daring you
double fucking daring you to be alive somehow
somewhere.
ii. i heard you at my grave. my god your face has lengthened, your jaw was so slack and wide and i nearly lost it
lost it like you clearly already have.
i want to tell you i do. i'm alive, in most ways at least
but
no.
iii. your mail still rattles my door of a morning hiding in with mine like it can sneak past me
past my dulled senses and weakened barrier.
everything is numb.
vi. a shadow. thats all that i am now, friend.
i have tried dialing numbers or scrawling words but they don't come.
imagine that, me, out of words.
i am not myself anymore
v. solitude will be the death of me.
i'd swear to god, but you've ruined that too
you logical bastard.
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what you sow
            (one)
I was genetically (pre)
disposed of, my common senses
the first to go
looking for my glasses
(which were sitting on my face)
            (two)
I'd been told of time:
    "for the love of God
    can heal all wounds,"
but I had to learn for myself
that borrowed faith
will tear the stitches in it
            (three)
they say the fruits of labor
never fall far from the womb
that bore them, and I am nothing
if not my father's daughter
so I am the hypocrite v2.0 &
I fall far short of my mother's pious soul.
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Hozan (Sadness) by shehrozeameen A Brave Climber's Drive by Kadreshi
Love through a Veil by BornWithTheSun Moving in the Same Direction by SykCyn Day 3 : The road side shrine by DeniseCroy
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a new play list by sithwolfThe Master is Not a Good Man by FragmenteDreamson florida, after the fact by successwithhonorInspector Wolf and the Disappearing Dancers by Tobaeus
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Gray Mood by zippip
     
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matchless
sometimes people leave and you just
can't do anything about it.
they leave behind a chill in the air where
their body warmth used to be
and you can light fires and candles and
shine spotlights in place of them
but it will never feel the same.
i learned that the hard way.
he decided one morning that he was ready
to leave,
and i saw it in the shadows in his eyes and
i decided i wasn't ready to let him.
he brought kerosene in
water bottles and hid
matches in his jacket pocket and tried to burn the bridges
but i put them out with extinguishers and
painted over the burn marks so i could pretend
they weren't there.
he felt bad because he didn't want to hurt me and
i felt bad because i didn't want him to be hurting but
i didn't want to be hurting either even though i knew
one of us was going to get burned by the end of it
(there shouldn't have been any question of who
it would be, but
i was desperate and i didn't want him to leave)
so there was no communication.
he did all he could to bring i
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an atheist's guide to grieving you
i.   let your soliloquies be private,
a prayer to trees and trees alone--
cargo shorts,
baby hairs,
everywhere soft.
tuck it away:
that song by the kills,
muffled sex under blankets,
apologies through gritted teeth
ii.   when the news arrives,
remember this was not special.
a hundred other girls spoke
sottovoce
into his mouth,
felt the blue valley
of his collarbone
iii.   watch
but say nothing
as they stumble over his pronoun
& still pinch tiny rainbow pins at his funeral.
iv.   flinch every time you see an ongoing truck
v.   remember him at all the wrong times:
drunk with friends,
making breakfast,
masturbating
vii.   put that record on
& pray
too
loud
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every stranger wears a crown
every man believes
himself a lion
                   (an expert
                    and conqueror)
master of some empire,
forever the subject of his own sentence:
to live life from the inside out.
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i take my job very seriously,
i take my life very seriously,
do not scribble your half-assed apology in blunt pencil
so you can erase it later when cruelty bites your neck in the deep of the night like the lover you left me for
do not think the careless damage you caused can be so easily rebuilt, hurricane girl
you razed my town and smashed its buildings- even the house where i grew up was broken
you passed through my quiet streets and left me to pick up the rubble with my bare and bleeding hands
you say i float through what's left of your dreams, the gentle ghost of christmases past-
i hope i haunt you until the last breath leaves your body
i will not be sorry
and I will not pretend that i am
the demon baker of ?
companion to this guy

i gave her a razor bc the rolling pin wasn't working out also i love the implications behind her taking it from him at the end of 'wait'
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i said i'd stop spending money but i'm going to see mst3k live next month oops
i said i'd stop spending money but i'm going to see mst3k live next month oops

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Thank you for the recent faves! :ahoy:
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Happy birthday!!! (\(^.^)/)
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singagainsoon Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thank u!! :la:
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happy birthday, beautiful!! :tighthug: :heart: :iconrainbowcakeplz: i hope you have a lovely day because you deserve it!!! <3 <3
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AH thank you so much :heart:
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thank you so much for the fave on my poem!! I really appreciate it :heart: and I hope you enjoy the rest of your week <3
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i thought i was watching you and i wasn't D: i'm so sorry about that.  

thank you ever so much for the watch and llama, and i'm so sorry i wasn't watching you sooner! :tighthug: <3
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oh that's perfectly alright! i've seen you around and i always just assumed i was watching you too! :hug:
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I love your icon! So cute! :heart:
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thank you :heart:
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