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and so begins again the spring
humpty dumpty's stone stature can't crack no matter how high the

may day mourners,
the bodies never look quite right without their
s o u l s

happy birthday, happy birthday
can't you hear my childhood

just a whisper, careful whisper
light and airy -- barely even

hard as stone but my hands still crack and split
and my tired eyes just
dad cries when he thinks we aren't looking
after you've taken your pills and gone to sleep
when i've holed away in my bedroom again
and he says "why her?" so many times that i feel it is all he knows how to say these days
you aren't the you we knew and now we have to make sure you have all your medicine
all your drugs, all your drugs, all your drugs
"take these, they'll help" but you still can't remember what happened yesterday or form coherent thoughts and you still spill your guts in the mornings before my brother goes to school
your fifty-sixth birthday and we can't leave you home alone for fear it will be the end of you
i have to make sure you wake up on time and dad has to remind you that he still loves you even though you aren't the you we knew--
everything is injections and scans and charts and pillspillspills and drugs and chemicals and they're killing you to keep you here
i don't feel like painting and going out with friends makes me feel guilty for leaving you so i staystaystay on the couch and i swear i've watched secret window a thousand times this week
you can only eat rice pudding and seafood and you're sicksicksick and we all can only watch

illogical, irrational, unreasonable but it's happened to that friend of yours and dad's and he would have died if his neighbor hadn't been home
our neighbor is never there, not during the day or even most nights
i'm helpless and dad's helpless and nothing is right anymore,
it hasn't been right for months and your life won't ever be the way it was meant to be again and i think that makes me the saddest
you're too tired to even water the garden

i dread the day the pills stop working
There's a Hole in the World Like A Great Black Pit by singagainsoon
There's a Hole in the World Like A Great Black Pit
And it's filled with people who are filled with shit and the vermin of the world inhabit it.

Okay so I've never actually done a proper thing like this before that I didn't end up scrappin at the end. I'm super proud of it, and I already posted it on my tumblr. Anyway, my fave actor + fave movie, all at once.
okay so i'm working on this super cool project it's gonna be great i hope
wolf is back, tell a friend

anywho, i've been on ANOTHER sweeney todd kick lately so i now have an excuse to work on my digital art (and art in general). i'm going to try to spend a bit more time practicing. i'd say it's a resolution, but i won't say that, because i always end up breaking those after a week. we'll see.
  • Mood: Tired


Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States

And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow
But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself.
It is best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing or simple song of hope.~

the queen of carrot flowers :bulletblue: full-time hobbit :bulletblue: a bloody wonder, eminently practical and yet appropriate as always

Some of my favorite people:
:iconfolcs::iconmissbillk::iconnoodleosups::iconmarlin-rae::iconbloodshotink::iconaerode: :iconyour-methamphetamine::icontrinitysage:

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NoodleSoupUniverse Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014  New member Student Writer
Hey, it's Noodleosups :) I made a new account, and I thought that you'd want to know, I haven't been on here in forever! 
singagainsoon Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
i haven't been on in a long time either!
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IrrevocableFate Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014   Writer
<3 Thank you for the favorite.
singagainsoon Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
you're welcome!!!
IrrevocableFate Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014   Writer
singagainsoon Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Monocephalized Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favourite.
singagainsoon Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
you're welcome :D
Phantomtigers Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the watch back ~! :D
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